just had to put this quote in the present...all is well...all is well...all manner of thing is well...and i so dig the infinity symbol...
last night i braved going to hang out with others and to do a lovely ritual to celebrate this season of green and awakening...i talked myself in and out of going most of the day...at times still it is hard to be around others...they see me perhaps as the "other" colleen...the one with the old junk still clunking around in her...and i could pull that role up and wear it...but it so doesnt fit any more and definitely is not a good look on me...
so i went with an open heart...was vulnerable but pushed through it...i still cant tell if folks ever like me or not...but i like them and i like myself these days...i really do...and if i like me maybe it will rub off on others...as for me hangin out with them i can honestly say i embraced and loved each one of them for their good hearts and how they face their own fears...they...each of them...were so incredibly beautiful in their own way...a person struggling still shined with goodness...another who had been through a struggle was at peace...i found beauty in each one around the room and in turn it brought the beauty out in me....
so this morning in my tangerine and goddess green apartment i sit in the lovely silence of peace and send them and all so much love...i am filled to the brim with love this morning...it is beginning to overflow...my heart is so filled with the love i have for family and friends...for those i simply know in brief exchanges...for the world...
and i celebrate myself today...i am not afraid...how wonderful to not be afraid of love and loving others...to remove fear and open up...to risk and receive...to have it so easily accepted i am loved by the seen and the great unseen...i have angels of flesh and spirit who both care about me...and how tender and good to care about myself....
it is a good day...i send you a good day as well...all you have to do is say yes to it and you will see too...you will see with new eyes the beauty all around you...and the burdens you thought were so important to hold on to will fall away...you will see with these eyes all the good you have done...and you will forgive yourself and others of the wrong actions...with these new eyes you will see the beauty i see and you will let go of all selfish ways and send love out and let it re-enter glistening...sounds hard?...sounds like too much?...nah...it is living in faith...it is like i always say...it is leaping off the cliff knowing you will be caught by a million butterflies...the beauty in life will always save us...and there is still so much beauty in the world...
namaste...
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