quit quit..let go let go...go with the flow...live in the now...now you see it now you dont...seamless stream of here and here and here...and now...the anger rises up like a fire monster...hot and wild and ready to rip...the ocean comes and calms the flames...quiet quiet...quiet the rage...the walking wounded walks away...done with the old...done with the worn down worry stone grinding her to pieces...tired to the bone...she has exhausted all the paths...dead ends every single one of them...turn around go back...try another...and another and another...dead ends...some brutal and some were boring but all of them didnt get her home...then...then...then she turned around in herself...she quit the longings...she quit the resentments...she quit the hopes and shored up dreams...she went deep...down down down...under the lower world...down and down until down became up and out and beyond...until the inner world became so huge she found the silence...and the light...and the eternal now...the place where there is no time...no place...no regrets...only love...and she looked into the face of god and said yes...yes and yes and yes...to all her missteps...all her twisting away...and there in that place she reached out and found the original wounding...bathed it in the light of love...coming back and going in and coming up and landing in her own body again...
worthy...enough...a warrior finding peace after all battles are done...
this is the beautiful greening of her life now...the soft tendrils rising up...wrapping thin fingers around branches and rocks...this is her blooming...this is her summer...she is the mornings glory waking up...
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