Monday, November 12, 2012

owl



owls are blowing my mind...they are everywhere...i keep seeing owls just like i kept seeing so many dragonflies...the owls are really speaking to me...someone showing an injured one (an eye damaged)...how she looked at me was as if she got inside me and flew around...chasing away all the field mice of doubts...wicked cool...

and another sitting near a dumpster behind a business...it was surreal...i was taking a long walk to clear my head and there it was looking off and then to me...i walked within five feet of it...i could have touched it but didnt...i just stood with it and asked it questions...it gave me such comfort...such a deep affirmation of my path...i was so grateful...


 

i knew the time between my birthday and winter solstice was going to be full of wisdom...the last push into a different mindful way...but....i had no idea i would have the intense challenges and the teachings i am finding in my path...i want them...i am eager for them...i run towards my fears...i accept the lessons...even the harsh ones...i want to get through to the other side....i am grateful...

i know more is coming and i am already thankful...i am strong...brave...willing to understand and learn...willing to open my heart more and more...willing to end suffering...

the owls are with me...helping me see...helping me swoop in for what will feed my spirit...it is an amazing time to heal and re-create my life...

1 comment:

  1. so beautiful-thank you for sharing. I love owls but don't see them very often. I did however have an interaction with one at the York Animal Kingdom. So of course, she was in a cage, which made me sad. She did look at me-right through to my heart. I was so moved and was talking to her. I definitely felt such a special connection. I looked all around for a feather to take away with me and although there were many feathers, there were none within my reach. So, I asked her for one. Suddenly, she looked at me with her eyes very wide and began preening herself very intently and deliberately, trying to find a loose feather. I was awestruck, as was my boyfriend at the time.She tried and tried, then looked at me almost helplessly. I said to her it was really ok if she couldn't pull any-and suddenly she had one in her beak. She looked at me so directly and just let it out of her beak and it hit a bit of air and just soared so gently through the cage and came to me-I cried tears of joy. You would have to see how many hundreds of feathers were on the ground of the cage or stuck against the wire of the cage-not a one on the ground around the outside of the cage. But my gift made it right on through. Felt like such an amazing blessing.

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