also came to understand angry men more...they really are a messy bunch...tea party men and politicians and preachers and corporate guys...business men and angry fathers...they all seem so angry and unhappy and ready to lash out and get their jollies from it at the same time...old and young alike...and they hate women and Obama and gays and foreigners and anyone else that isnt like them...they are foaming at the mouth or imploding til they explode...picking up guns and going on shooting sprees like they are simply taking a walk around the park on a sunny day...they are having melt downs and tantrums....they are calling women names...like...tantruming little boys...and they are really...they are reaching back to their childhood when they stopped being a center of their universe and had to face a world that saw them as just another being on the planet...but many of them wanted to still feel like they were in the center and so they are always wearing a mask that says they are gods and yet they know they arent...they are simply afraid and feel as if they are losing their facade...and they have...they can not rule over or push around or intimidate good and peaceful men, women and children any more...there are too many of us...it is too exhausting for them...
i get them now...these angry men...they arent angry at all...simply afraid...that something is being taken away from them...something they never had in the first place...power and control...they have no power except the destructive use of a gun or a hateful action or angry words...they are like women...vulnerable to: disease, random violence, money pressures, natural disasters and their own ego's destructive behaviors...they are like women and so they hate us and try to cover it up with bravado and name calling...they hate gays because they are like us...they hate foreigners because they are like them...they hate people of color...they hate poor people...they hate so many people...because they cant stand the thoughts they have behind their own masks of ego...they are like everyone else...ordinary...not the center of the universe...not better or worse than the next person...
i finally understand them and now it makes so much sense why even my own father hated and used women to boost his ego...wow...cool thing to learn....
and so today is about spring cleaning AND cleaning out the stuff in myself more as well...the seeds are in my hand and i am planting them baby!...the seeds of my own happiness...and if you want i will throw some over at you too...and you can throw yours my way...spreading happiness we are! covering the planet...throwing some at all the angry people out there...let love and peace grow like wildflowers in them!...
where can you get some seeds?...Love is always sending out seeds...scoop some up and have at it!...happy day all you beautiful gardeners...this spring season is gonna rock!
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